
The innocence and nonsensicality of children are enjoyment, blissful of their parents. Children world are imaginative or dream world that they would like to want to be. When I was a young girl, I dreamed that want to be a teacher. Because in my life, I met the teacher at my school every day; but my friends want to be a doctor. Then, I doubt and think over. Why I like different other friends? After that, I try to change myself that like and want to be a doctor same my friends. But I can’t do it, I still want to be a teacher. Nawapon kindergarten, I started English language in the first time. I know about A, B, C,…,Z, and basic vocabulary such as Dog, Cat, Rat, Fish. I continued Nasan primary school, so English language lost from my life about 4 years; until in Pratom 5, I returned to study English again. I began to writing English alphabets. Next, the teacher told me that went out to write my name and surname on the blackboard but I can’t do it, and I think that it’s very difficult for me. Therefore, teacher told me and wrote to following her as“T A S S A N I S O R N P E T”. I don’t understand why I must study English. English language is a new thing and strange for me, because in my life had Thai language only one. What is English language? And why teacher teach English to me? I don’t understand. I hated English language very much. The English language is my brutal enemy. I continued Bannasan secondary school, I chose to study science-mathematic program. Every English class, I intended seriously to study English and the finally, I could make good score from examination and exercises. After that, I’d spirit for study English more than and I began pleased and like English language a little. The change point of my life is that likeness English language. Bannasan high school, I studied the science-mathematic program because there were many options for continuous study of faculties in the universities. Therefore, English language hadn’t result or influenced for me in that time. In high school, I think that English language was very difficult and I don’t know about English language that I seem empty box. However, I hadn’t knowledge about Grammar, Conversation, Writing, Speaking, and etc. Should I make with my problems and barriers? I think that, I should stop to study English only. If I studied continuous English, I was not success in my life or I might meet with rough road so there were both of problems and barriers that I fought with them. It seems the stone that hindered on my road ways.